5th Curious Thought [Video]

[madcuriosity]

I do beg your pardon.... has... has anyone seen Lord Peter and Lady Gamora?

I haven't seen them all day... but I don't know where they are and they didn't leave any note. [Which... isn't like her surrogate parents. But perhaps they eloped rather than trying for a big ceremony. Alice is trying to remain positive on the matter.]

If you see them, could you please let them know I saved them the sandwiches I made for dinner. [Alice isn't allowed to use the stove alone.]

I waited, I did try.

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[winscenario]

[ Jim looked actually surprised and caught off-guard by her words, eyes widening a hint. He leaned back and looked down briefly, then shook his head. ]

No. But no one likes to seem weak, and people often think that they look weak when they cry. When I was a kid, I just forced myself not to cry even when I was really sad. But it's a normal reaction, to cry when you're sad. It's a healthy way for your body to deal with the pain. It's not that I didn't care about Peter, or that I won't miss him--

[ He sucked in a breath, holding back tears despite what he just told her. ] I'm just... not used to showing my feelings like that. I will probably cry later, when I'm alone.

[madcuriosity]

Oh... I... [She looked up at him and shifted again to hug him. She didn't quite understand, if she was to be honest. Why would crying make someone look weak? It may not always be appropriate or help things get done, but Alice never thought of crying as a weakness. Why would it be a weakness, in any case?]

I think... if people weren't meant to cry, we wouldn't be able to. Like flying, we're not meant to do that so we haven't wings. But we can cry very easily. I don't want you to have to cry alone, Captain.

[winscenario]

[ Jim smiled at her words, though his eyes were sad. He let his head drop a little, resting it on her shoulder, eyes closing for a moment. ]

I guess you're right, huh. [ He chuckled, but a small tear formed at the corner of his eye, falling down his cheek. ] You're a very bright girl, Alice.

[madcuriosity]

[She shifted, sitting up on her knees so that she was eye-level with Jim. She wrapped her arms around his neck and pressed a kiss to his cheek.]

I have very good teachers around me. Like you.

[winscenario]

[ He smiled at the kiss, lifting a hand to wipe his tears away. He wasn't about to start bawling right here and now, at least, but there was still a shuddered little sob that raised up his throat, making his shoulders shake. ]

Maybe we can both learn from each other, huh? [ He looked at her, head tilting. ] How does that sound?

[madcuriosity]

[She gave a small nod, looking over to, well, her dog and all her cats. She let out a soft breath.] It sounds alright to me. But... could we sit here just a little bit longer before we pack?

[winscenario]

[ Jim nodded at her request. ] Absolutely. We can stay here as long as you want.

[ Maybe she'd never be truly ready to leave, but Jim wanted her to at least more or less come to terms with what was happening here. He didn't want to force her to leave and have her in tears for days back at the farm. ]